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Whats ThereSomething eating me inside
I can feel it tortuing me
Not physical, but mintal
The mind of once long ago-
Starting to fade... fading... faded
Sometimes as it devours me
I look till my eyes close
As I feel my old mind leave
I know it hurts but no one else knows
That, what was once eating me, gets smaller
As it dies out I fell releaved
As if it was never there
Was anything there?
So now I look inside relizing it was nothing
nothing was there, it was empty.
So was it emptyness I felt?
Who could tell, no one could tell-
For there was abject nothingness
So now I absorb everything
the things i see, the things i tuch, the rain, the ground-
-Its all there, All that needs to be.
On preparing to never let goWalking slowly down the hall, arms filled with the day's mail, we spoke of morbid things.
She wants to be reduced to ash and I want to know if I can keep her on my mantle.
She looks at me sideways with a curious face and forgets her footsteps.
It's a little bit morbid, she tells me, deciding it's time to continue shuffling along,
but I think the way I'm trying to picture her perfect urn is probably worse.
There's nothing that I can think of that suits her, though,
and I wonder if I even know her.
Do I scatter you somewhere? You can't visit scatter.
(I think good daughters plant guilt in the carpet pile to trip upon.)
But she doesn't trip, instead she ruminates on how appalling it'd be to divide her in fourths:
she laughs as she's divvying up her body parts for our mantles.
I tell her we'll set up a custody schedule, but only between my closest sister and me;
we're the ones that take care of her. But in reality, I'm not planning on sharing.
She tells me she wants to be in the n
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